To, or To Not

How punishing it will be when it settles in, after
they all advised you otherwise - that you believe(.)

(A)a big mistake has been made. You love the people
who you turn to in sought counsel of who you should

love. How to love them - what it would look like. It is
this which will drive one into tunnels of confused hysteria.

When lost, it is not that you are unaware of the desired
destination, but of what moves need making to get there.

Inventory of destinations - equivalent to likely conflict
of interest. Who, what guides you to love those who

so readily, excitedly provide you with ad(ditional)vice?
How could an invisible force fail to lead you astray?

Those who tout care for your best interest will reveal it as 
legitimate or show, by how they exist as their own example.

The pretender cannot see themselves doing so. We consider
our capabilities elevated and intentions pure. Slow down.

As their eyes dart and the intonation shrouded contempt
glides through the discourse, see it, or do not see it.

You will forever be required to muster strength of heart to
Choose what it is magnetized to. If you do not,

Keep the eyes peeled to identify your go-to methods
for silencing it’s eternal beacon. Do it in gray.

Defend your lame mind, who was deemed the golden child
by the clown show contest you analyze with it.

Cover your manicured head as you traverse the few
raindrops gifted from the sky whilst crossing a paved lot.

You will cease to hear the violin’s sadness. You will
certainly fail to see the value of hue.

What shuts down your heart as if it were a bi-positional
circuit breaker? Another has let you down. Betrayed you.

Heart in on position needed, now more than ever.
Divine guidance requires always a delivery address.

Imagine the implications, of a mistake made, that 
nobody but yourself can entice you to acknowledge.

How much increasingly and everlastingly painful will
it be to pretend you did not birth it.

Should the fact no one else may come to know even
matter? It regularly does! One should. Do

Such and such, to achieve the attached outcome.
This’s outcome, or that’s? The flame will tell.